New

Today, 4 days after I got my hair cut, I re- dyed it.  I have two different colors in my hair, but they blend so well, you can barely tell they're different.  I feel like a new person.  I feel like I have let go of the girl who needed that guy, the girl who didn't know who she was, the girl who wasn't ready for God yet.  I feel like I am ready for anything now.  I am ready to take on the world.  I am really ready to take on God.  I think before, I was in that questioning stage, where I had accepted him as my savior, but I still didn't understand why he was letting sad, or terrible things happen.  Now I know he has a plan, and no matter what happens, it is a part of that plan, and I will trust that God has got this big, grand plan for me.  I know that he does.  He is a good guy you know?  He is going to be good to me, no matter what anyone else thinks.  I will be happy with God.  I will.