Findings

I have found myself at the end of the first day of the new year.  Many things have run through my head today. 

How am I going to accomplish what I am setting out to do?
Can I really just forget about "him" like that?
Who am I going to become this year?

I know I am young and many think that I have all the time in the world to figure out who I am and what I stand for, but in reality none of us know how long we have to figure that kind of thing out.  It is a long process, finding out who you really are, and I know that, but everyday I wish it could go just a little faster.  I would like to know before I have to leave this earth.  I want to do some of God's work, if even just a slight amount.  I want to accomplish something.  Something big.  I have done small things, and I know that some of those small things may mean something big for other people, but they still seem just so small to me.  There has to be more that I am here for.

So today was the first day of learning to accomplish; learning to change; learning to be who I was always meant to be.  I know that God has something incredible in store for me... I just need to find out what that is.

Goodnight Everybody.